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ByeBye old blog!

2009-12-21T20:39:00.003+08:00

im back!...but ive moved!
check me out at http://www.vacillating-me.blogspot.com

^^

2009-02-16T23:04:00.002+08:00

ahh!soon!!this friday will be the end of my exam...woot!it will be some day to look forward to cuz yoga lin concert will be on friday too!!hope it will be indelibly impressed on the memory...haha...

well...lets see...a total of 4 test...2 online accessment...and i sucked at one which is NSS...and did soso on NVST...den today is the end of NP....which doesnt really look good either...but the paper was quite ok...and my last hope on friday is maths!!!my greatest wish is that it wont be too hard!!!hope i can get a distinction for the 1st time...but A would be satisfactory...must really work doubly hard for the last paper...den it marks the end of year 2...time really flies...

i forgot which day izit...but that very day is the day that i done alot of reflection...its the day where i went to queensway to get my new basketball shoe..since the journey is so far away from my place...and i wasnt tired enough to fall aslp on the bus=.=...so i did alot of thinking...
tons of things and actions which ive done...i really regret it...thinking back there are really lots of different approach to obstacle u face in life...the future really depends on wad you decide now...haha...i wouldnt say what i had reflected cuz no matter what things could not be undone...the only way is to look forward and learn from mistakes and never do it again...BUT THEN AGAIN!!!things dont always goes your way...for example!!u might want to study hard but distractions are always there to pull you away from your work...haha...one must be determined enough to put up that fight with distractions...aiya...wadever...im just throwing wadever is on my mind...too much stuffs in head really a pain...

still a long way to go...

2009-02-08T05:57:00.002+08:00

i lost...
i really lost...
please let me forget...
since u decided...dont ever come into my life...ever again...
pretend that we've never met before...
pretend that you dont see me on the streets...
i will try my hardest too...thanks for the past memories...
i bet you wont read these too...but thats my true thoughts that came from the bottom of my heart....

im stupid to believe in fairy tales...

2009-02-04T00:22:00.000+08:00

GRRR IT REVERT BACK TO 30SECONDS!!!!CRAP!!!

2009-02-03T14:40:00.001+08:00

hoho!i realise if i change the title of the songs i uploaded..den the whole song can be played...i think cause its some anti piracy software...so lame~

2009-02-03T14:31:00.002+08:00

exams are coming...which marks the end of year 2 in poly...time really flies...o.O
so sian...itp posting still not yet out...hope i dont get postpone to year 3....

just finish all the quiz for NVST...den counted my marks...grr..i need to like get very high for end of module test to at least get a B...god can do that...-.-

just uploaded some songs...but it seems that couldnt listen to the whole song, only 30sec is played...zzz...f imeem...

anyway...im looking forward to the next monday cuz the contestant of css for the coming monday is much stronger(my opinion)...prediction for top 2 will be jiamin and benita...agree?=p

my eyes are feeling so uncomfortable~~

2009-01-20T01:19:00.002+08:00

sian sian sian...so no mood...

tired...hate projects...

happy that ye jia min got 30 points in campus superstar...woot..

sad that li li mei zi got out...

happy that chinese new year is coming next week...

happy that will be getting angbaos soon cuz im broke...

sad that itp is starting...

sad that i dun even know wads my itp...

sad that i keep listening to emo songs...

让每个人都心碎....

2008-12-29T00:12:00.003+08:00

ahh..time really flies in a blink of an eye...school reopens in less than 8 hours...haha...sad...still haven had enough hoilday leh...but think again poly life also like holiday...not really so stress...but actually got quite a number of stuffs to do also...well...the very 1st thing i have to worry about is the maths PBL...haven start at all...ssianz...

anyway...been through a few events that took place during this holiday...

firstly is the poly clique outing to night safari on 21st dec...it was really cool...since that was the first time to night safari for me...but wads disappointing is we missed the last show...so kinda waste money for the ticket...i thought we already very random going to such place during such timing...but seems alot pple were there too...the show was full with 750pple...zzz...so many...thats why we couldnt fit in to the show...well..i guess next time den...

second is 23dec...during the afternoon...me and my poly clique went to marina sq to have hotpot culture...overall judging...the food was nice and not bad...eat until u full...price was alright too...recommended to try...
and then during the night..i went to my secondary school class gathering...woah!totally shocked that so many turned up...some pple whom i dun expect to see was there too..haha..but it was great catching up with them...since long time did not see them..most of them change alot...special thanks to shi teng who made this possible...haha...

third is 24dec...the special xmas eve...where everyone would go town and squeeze their way through the paths....but me and my buddies went to marina sq to have hotpot culture...-.-though its their 1st time but for me is consecutive 2 days...but nvm...its nice anw..haha...after which we went to watch YES MAN!by jim carey...i think its really a nice show...funny and meaningful too...and the actress is pretty too^^...HAHA...man's nature...haha...then after everything...we prepared and came to my house to ton over...my house became a lan shop on that night...lol...a total of 5 coms..and we played dota for hours...crazy...but once in a while alright la...>.<"haha...

lastly on 28dec...went to sentosa with buddies...a fun trip...a pity some pple couldnt make it...if not it would be great...haha...but overall its fun la...a great relaxation before start of school...and we went to marche to have dinner...zzz...its nice but so ex...*killed my wallet*...haha...

and most lastly is the wait for the dreadful start of school...tired day...

im lazy to upload photos here though...its all in facebook..so if interested can get a view over there=)

goodnight everyone!

2008-12-20T22:07:00.001+08:00

dun let me see...please...
the poignant scene...

Elliott Yamin -Waiting For You

2008-12-18T22:40:00.002+08:00

its 18 dec!!official date of showing twilight...zzz...although its been out a 1 week ago actually...but some of my friends already watched it...sian...who can watch with me??mayb ill just have to wait till when its out on funshion..haha..

anyway...yesterday i went to the graduates' guild for jacuzzi...is dat how u spell dat??haha...anyway...its dam shiok...there 3 three parts...the VERY HOT pool...and the VERY COLD pool...and the normal pool. crap...the hot pool is like boiling water and the cold pool is like ice water...thats how extreme it is...i cant believe dat some people can just step into the pool like nothing...their expression was like=.=...we thought that we are just some stupid people who was so exaggerating to them...but we decided that "su lang cannot su seh!"..hahah...if u people know wad it means...and we just jumped into the hot pool!..WOOT!...its like burning!but after a while we'll get use to the temperature...although we decided to do the same for the cold pool too...im the only one who did not go in...cuz im scare of cold..=p...ahha...well...i ah gua ma!!haha...

i want play piano leh!

i want mahjong too!

so boring...

2008-12-14T14:36:00.002+08:00

i just went out with my friends to town yesterday...and i thought the whole of orchard road is filled with "christmas air"...there are clowns everywhere...performance...and lots of people taking photos just at random places...i like this kind of atmosphere where everyone feels happy...haha....but its just that i couldnt breath in that "air"...mayb some people might not know wad im talking about...but oh well...nvm...

anyway...i really hope this new season will help change my luck a little...grrr...

daniel powter - next plane home

2008-12-08T21:54:00.002+08:00

holiday time!!christmas is coming!!im looking forward to my class outing though!haha...need to save up some money now...

anyway...im still counting down to the show twilight...its showing on 18dec..argh!why cant it be faster....i just bought "new moon" but i think i will finish my anime first before i start to read it...

and i seriously got a craving for mahjong now...i think its really fun!..a good game for time to pass as well...

and i wanna go kbox!!!!so long never go already...who is willing to go with me??hahah...

sian ah~...

maybe we arent that close after all....

2008-11-30T20:22:00.002+08:00

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find...

woo...i love this song man!!love the lyrics!!!and i wanted to put the songs by jonas brothers too!!but i couldnt find the full song on imeem...this sucks...

anyway...the titles of the songs are lovebug and sorry...i think its really nice too...heh...

im back to studies~~

2008-11-24T17:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAOWEI!!!BEST WISHES FOR WHATEVER YOU DO!!!BEST BUDDY I EVER HAD!=)

anyway...time is running out for me...not becuz im dying la...but time is really tight now...

list of things i need to do...

no.1--Study for labtest for tomorrow and friday.
no.2--Complete my personal portfolio for EPI latest by next week.
no.3--Study for MST for next week.4days of exams.
no.4--Extend my passport expiry date.
no.5--Check with mindef if permission is needed for overseas attachment.
no.6--Ask around who the hell will have luggauge and winter clothings to lend me.
no.7--Terminate my piano lesson by next month.
no.8--Look for a job(hopeless case).
no.9--Save money for expenses during attachment.
no.10--Save money for xmas gifts for class gatherings and my friends.

crap...so many 'must-dos' for me...which i totally have no mood in anything now...even for basketball...i got no motivations...grr...

seriously time is such a formidable foe to everyone...it can be nice to us...it can also be bad to us...sian...no one can fight against time...it really passes in a blink of eye...after this semester...ill be in year 3 already...there is already an option for us to choose our FYP...which is final year project...its such a hazzle...my friend says its "fark your project" haha...well...i guess im gonna miss alot of things...

if i can turn back time...i will choose to make wiser decisions for myself...
i will choose to work harder for studies and basketball...
and i will choose to not know you...
maybe the outcome will be a different scenario compared to now...
but...
everyone should look forward and not dwell in the past...
we should take the past as a lesson for us to learn so as to make ourselves a better individual...

2008-11-21T19:02:00.003+08:00

i had seen the most cruel scene of my life...

crushed by sorrows and hopes...

u broke my heart unknowingly once again...

2008-11-17T22:24:00.002+08:00

my life have been so irritating and complicated...which im so lazy to blog about...in short...its a mess...i dun even know how to manage now...

everything in life is so fucked up now...

i want to know..is everything to be happened is pre-arranged when u are born...i dunno...no one will know the answer...its base on yr own believes...

its not fair...friends are suppose to support one another...but how come i dun even know how to approach my friends??i dunno how to confide...its seriously ridiculous...having friends like having no friends...its my fault...not the friends' fault...im having something in my heart which repels everyone now...

going overseas for 7weeks...i will have to learn to be independant...everything will be by myself...somehow im a guy...i will need to learn...i cannot rely on anyone....until this stage...i cannot rely on others anymore....everything will have to be on my own...but whats holding me back???you or my interest???im really in a dillema....when can i pass this ordeal???zzz....i know life should have a mixtures of ups and downs so that it will be interesting...isnt that a cliche phrase??but i've been having downs and downs and downs!...nothing which i presume are ups!!zzzz....wtf!!!

i really dunno what to say...

2008-10-28T23:57:00.002+08:00

why do i have a feeling dat im deproving instead of improving??why is this so??i really wonder why i couldn't do it even though when i tell myself times and times again that i can leap over this stupid barrier....

after all these...i really have the thought of giving up....somehow all the talkings might have done a reverse reaction...i really feel like crying...not becuz im afraid of losing nor am i afraid of people rantings at me...its only becuz i really love it alot...too much that i really dun want to give up....i know im contradicting myself...but it just shows that deep inside my heart there is an war going on which creates chaos in my heart...

why am i emo-ing here when its my birthday?zzzz

just fuck it

2008-10-26T06:00:00.003+08:00

WOOT I REALLY LOVE MY FRIENDS AND FAMILIES!!THEY ARE REALLY THE BEST PEOPLE I HAVE MET IN MY LIFE!!!!

really had a good time at my bbq...i just hope the food is enough for everyone!....and i wanna thank all the people who are present at the bbq....thanks for forking out just this extra time to come for this celebration....and thanks for the presents from u guys!!i love them alot... AND i thank god for not raining on this day...since it has been pouring alot recently...i was quite happy dat it was a fine day on my bbq date...haha...

anyway...after the bbq...me and some of my buddies stayed and play cards game and drink the alcohol that dw brought...the whiskey was quite nice...and after that finished...pat went to buy carlsberg and guiness stout...omg...seriously mixing those 2 tgt sucks....for starters i already dun like beer...wads worse is mixing it with green tea again...totally can make u puke...haha...but we are all 'steady' people man!....we just took the punishments willingly...hahah....in the end...there was no more drink and we decided to make pumpings as the forfeit...im the big loser!!..LOL...i cant believe i did 200push-ups, 150 sit-ups, 40 buddha claps altogether...do until my hands totally shagg out...lolx...we were like crazy people doing stupid things in the middle of the night....haha....but it was fun though...everyone had fun and laughter together...thats the most enjoyable thing!!...

2008-10-09T01:47:00.003+08:00

PAINTED SKIN NICE!!!the OST from the show is nice too...its call painted heart...quite a nice song...and im looking for just the music version without the person singing...but couldn't find it leh...but the singer is pretty too...LOL...>.<"...her name is zhang liang ying...voice uber power sia...thats the 1st thing i wanted to comment..hahah second is the sukisushi is nice too...the sashimi quite worth it i think....haha..thats the second thing... third thing...i like this story from WL's blog...

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived;
Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love.

One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean.
So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave.
Love was the only one that stayed.
She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment.

When the island was almost totally under,
Love decided it was time to leave.
She began looking for someone to ask for help.

Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat.
Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?"
Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you."

Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel.
Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please."
"I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."

Next, Love saw Sadness passing by.
Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you."
Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."

Then, Love saw Happiness.
Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you."
But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him.
Love began to cry.

Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me."
It was an elder.
Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name.

When they arrived on land the elder went on his way.
Love realized how much she owed the elder.
Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?"

"It was Time", Knowledge answered.
"But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked.

Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered,
"Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

hahaha...i think this story like very common la...but i think quite meaningful leh...anyway...sorry WL for copying without permission!lol...

SO BORING NOW!!>.<"

2008-10-02T22:52:00.001+08:00

This is reality...but how do you gauge experience?this is not some online game...there are no gauge...

sucks~

boring~

2008-10-01T17:21:00.002+08:00

SO BORING!!!i seriously got nth to do man....holidays can be very irritating also....i think i will go play ball again ltr la..zzz...well tmr is the match again...can treat it as warming up lo....last few days ago is cannot slp...always insomnia...den now is slp too much....cuz nth to do at home...keep lie on my bed...and slowly awhile im back in dreamland...hahaha....this is 1 example of rotting life...crap man...even in dreamland i also super sian....nothing special....im alone inside too...GRRR....

anyway...i recommend this song 小酒窝 by JJ and charlene choi...its uber nice man!!!...and jay's new album is out!!ok la...his song almost same same as last time also...oh ya..SHE too...got some quite nice too...hahaha...even though got so many new song to listen to...i also all finish listening...zzzzzzz ROT again...wadever la...i hope school starts soon....den i can crap around with my frens in class again....den can see eyecandy around in school....but dat only applies when i having break time or wadever...not in class...hahaha...i think im very evil to say that!...lolx...who cares...they wont read my blog also...hahah...SO FREAKING SIAN.....

and today is the start of october....and im counting down to my birthday man!!!woot...i hope can start to plan about the chalet i want to have...but den wads bothering me is who to invite...lol...so fan arh!!....and i need to think of my budget also...cuz this is the month where alot of my frens having birthday too....and my pocket going to burn a hole from buying presents and such....hahah....just hope my parents are willing to fork out some money for the chalet...lol...if not i will have to forfeit this plan..sian!!ANYWAY 28 DAYS MORE!!!faster come....and den i will be 18!!!den i will be go club wif my friends...just wanna try out new things...den i can watch M18 show too...lol...but this 'wait' for age 18 is super long la...GRR!!!let me have a time machine to fast forward all these boring and rotting life...and faster reach my birthday!...lol....

so boring...

you're just the girl im looking for..

A new start!

2008-09-28T04:22:00.002+08:00

HELLO!im back to my blog!...cleaning up sure takes some efforts..haha...
anyway i saw this skin on the net and i think its quite cute but somehow abit girly...but who cares...i like it thats the important part..haha...

counting from the last post...its nearly 8 months i never touch my blog...been really lazy..and i think some things are just inconvenient to just type it out on the net since its a public blog too...but now suddenly got the 'feel' to do so...just a sudden urge..lol...well...seriously even now i also dunno wad to write..haha...crap...

and the holidays im having now is ending soon too...really been slacking and rotting all the days...wad i've been doing are just basketball anime piano...zzzz...but that is life...wad else can u do if u people were in my position now?haha...u may say i can find a part time job to just pass my time away...but=.= dats the irritating part...i did try to do that...and i even went for interviews etc...but none wanted to employ me...grr...tried alot of places...wad they want are those that can commit for long period...but when i told them that i can commit...those faggots just dont believe...always afraid that i would quit when my school reopens..=.=...but seriously im not lying...i seriously wanted to work...wad is frustrating is that even the cafe that is near my house....they put up notice that they are shorthanded...and crap...they only offer $4/hour...but they also dun want to employ me!!!LIKE WTF!!??!am i dat useless..zzz....seems like my experience in GIORDANO are useless too...retail company all dun want to employ me...grrr....
IN THE END!i gave up...no mood to work already...i guess i started too late to look for job...should have went out to look for it just before my exam...so now..im waiting for school reopens...LOL...thats when people start quiting...and then there will be vacancy for me!...hope my theory is right=.="....becuz no work no money!no money means no piano lesson for me!...haiz....

anyway its late..and im going off...
life have been boring...PLEASE!!LET SOME INTERESTING THINGS HAPPEN!!>.<"

2008-02-19T18:52:00.002+08:00

its been a really really long long time since i last blogged...haha...spiderwebs are growing around my blog!

hmm...2008 is a bad year...duno why..i just feel so, need to do more good things...lolx....

since the start of 2008..i tink i've watched quite a number of movies...all the new ones that just came out...most recents and popular movies are CJ7 and kungfu dunk....i tink both are nice...
and today i went to watch jumper...i tink from the start to mid was ok....but ending sucks!!!argh!!!

anyway...im looking for a job!!flexible working hours and reasonable pay....anyone pls intro!!haha
just agreed to work for a book fair for 1 week...pay is $5 per hour...guess just work le after that den see how...LOL....for now slack slack bah...sian!!most of my frens started working already but im still so slack...should buck up!!!

oh and my poly year 1 sem2 results are comin out on 27feb!!so excited!!!hope i can get a gd result to show my parents...haha....and goodluck to everyone getting results too=)

tmr going to sch for the FOC meeting...haiz...so mafan...travel so far to sch again... but lucky got frens pei me....^^if not will sian 1/2....LOL...

alright...gtg...@.@V

2008-01-09T13:28:00.000+08:00

i tink i miss out some post...haha...realised i did not blog about the night cycling on 5th jan...i tink it was damn fun...except its really tiring...the exhaustion was really terrible...im like having no slp at all...i tink these few days really been busy....

before the night cycling i had training at amkcc...and went home i slept straight away...the next day...morning its training again!!!den afternoon went to swesen to eat...after dat went home prepare to go night cycling...until sunday morning i came home...and went out again...meet up wif ck eugene and hw for bball....den went to sheena's hse...=.= im like falling aslp even while walking...and the next day have test....so after i came home again...i couldnt slp yet....need to study 1st....and crap!!!the next day at sch...lecturer says its postpone to next week...FUCK!...

anyway...the swesen choc fondue was really cool...reasons i say dat is becuz i tink only icecream that swesen is able to make it...the pasta and others are soso only...but i like the lamb chop and steak dat my mum and ty had...

sian sia...sch start...busy busy busy...cuz of presentation and test...i just wanna slack....=.=.....

indulgment in bball and keep a distance from you...
i need to have self-defence for my heart...

2008-01-08T18:03:00.000+08:00

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

i got these from qiuting's blog...haha...
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2008-01-05T00:26:00.000+08:00

为什么每次被伤害的总是我？一次又一次的伤害是多么的痛苦。。。
一个真实的肯定。。。总比没完没了的谎言来得好。。。
心又再一次被你弄碎了。。。
碎了这么多次。。。我想是很难复原。。。
也许你也不明白我在说什么。。。但是没关系。。。你也不需要明白。。。
是我自己太笨。。。也只能怪自己。。。

说了这些话。。。最终我还是很爱你。。。

2008-01-01T11:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

its a new year!!!its a new start!!!!!

i seen alot of blog that started with the scenarios from 2007 to 08...for me...ill do it differently...
lets not dwell on the past...for year 08...im going to make 3 wishes...

number 1 is to pass my sem2 wif flying colours...
number 2 is to get stronger in my basketball skills...
number 3 is ...ill leave this out=p

i believe what i can achieve....and i will not gif up...

alright...on new year's eve...my clique went to garry hse to stay overnight...b4 dat we went kbox again=.=...took some pics though...and we played blackjack throughout the night...though i lost "ALOT"...but jiu jiu yi chi...da jia wan de kai xin jiu hao...=)....and i drank some alcohol again...but this time only a little bit...=p....i did not get drunk..haha...1st is the long island tea i bought...and i tried a sip of ABC stout=.=....crap...i tink i couldnt take it...somehow the feeling is stuck within my throat..haha...it sucked!!!anyway...we wanted to order mac delivery during 4am...but...all were so tired to go get the phone...in the end we watched vcd till all fall aslp=.=....and garry was suppose to work at 9am...but he let us slp longer and delayed his work time to 11am...haha...paiseh!...and we should thank garry's parents and him....had a free supper and lots of drinks...haha...free drinks in his fridge....

and this year i did not go town areas or wadever to countdown...as there is really too much pple...and we do not like to squeeze around....haha...and i thought this year i could not see any live fireworks....i was so disappointed....but...during 12am..!!!!!i heard some pop!pop!pop!!!....woodlands oso have FIREWORKS!!!!...and the view at garry's balcony was so clear!!!...at least i saw it and have no regrets...hahaha...P.S. how i wish i could view it with you~...

ok...the next day went to mac for breakfast...and went home...and the clique plans to play bball at night=.=....i tink we're really robots....i nid a rest!!!!!haha...

ok lastly...i wish everyone a happy new year and have a good year down the road!!...

~JiNgShEnG~

2007-12-29T00:46:00.000+08:00

have been out these few days....i really dun wanna stay at home...being alone now really makes me hu si luan xiang...i nid some fresh air...i nid some "distance" from you....=(

and i ought to thank those pple who cared about me...thx to haowei,garry and chunkit...dunno why...these few outings with them really makes me think that my life have a brighter side...and taiyi who always helped me...thx alot....buddies jiu shi bu tong...=p

and thx to manting germaine chersy...who always listen to me...really appreciate that...and chersy who stayed up late to company me...and sorry for being late for the lunch=(

i guess i nid to look forward...although i cant really forget it...but life should stil go on...well girls are troubles...not to generalise...but just wad i feel...they are complex creatures...never will man understand them...

i just hope i dun have any regret that i did not do anything...i really tried my best....but no luck...=(

frens are the best...my pillar of support...

2007-12-26T02:30:00.000+08:00

its been a exactly a month since i last blogged...so qiao....

haiz...haven been in a gd mood nowadays...stupid xmas....stupid day....
i dunno wad to blog about oso...there are somethings i wanna say...but cannot say...and dun really wish to say...=.=...blablabla...im contradicting myself....

anyway...alvin and the chipmunks is really nice...highly recommended....
Im a legend...*down*....waste money..dun watch....

sian...i having a mix emotion now...i also dunno wad im feeling now....

everthing i do, i do it for you...
i just hope u can feel it...
im lost...pls help me find the way to yr heart...
just wanna say i still love you...T.T

2007-11-26T00:18:00.000+08:00

so long never blog le..lolx...hmm...suddenly feel like typing now..hahaha...how should start....i shall start with last saturday...it was the first celebration of haowei's birthday with his parents...i went too..we went to have steamboat at boon keng...gosh...cheap and delicious...definitely worth the money....but when i came home...i had diarrhoea...to be frank...till now!!...and its been 1 week...i tink i should go see doctor again..argh!!...anyway...i really ate alot...mayb dats why got diarrhoea...zzzz.....

den on sunday...i went to see a sinseh at chongpang with hw...gosh..my back was really in a bad pain...i wonder how i really injured it...dat doctor was so cruel...help me rub my back with so much force den still ask pain ornot...and of cuz...being a guy..hahah...i said no of cuz...hahaha....but it was terrible actually..haha...he said my back had a bloodclot and therefore needs to have the blood taken out...zzzz....after dat told me not to drink cold water....cannot do trainings and dun play bball...awww dat is even more cruel to me...cannot play ball...argh!!!...i rested so long already still like haven recover...-.-when can i start to play??....argh!...i tink im a problematic person now...back pain....diarrhoea...but actually this 2 things already made me suffer like hell...crap....

and on monday...i went out with jx..went to watch stardust...OH IT WAS REALLY A COOL MOVIE....haha...recommend pple to watch...its really nice...before watching it...heard alot of comment from pple saying it was nice...and girls are like crazy about the male lead..zzz...to me..soso nia leh...hahah...jx tinks so too...it was quite a funny show la...very magical...like faiytale haha....hmm anyway... thanks JX!!! for the watch and the choc..haha...and thanks for the 17 layer of newspaper and notes...hahah...

and this week is my MST week...not much to say...cuz i only had 2 modules dat is tested...in short...amaths was easy...data comm was crap...dats all....

and on saturday...it was haowei's actual birthday...haha...we went to new york new york to eat...thanks to the birthday boy for the treat....haha..the food was really delicious...but i eat halfway already damn full..serving was big...and we still ordered pizza as dessert...hahahah...oh and dunno why...alot of pple's birthday is on 24nov...haha..why?cuz when in the new york new york...there is more than 5 groups of pple singing birthday song...and the waitress there had those extra jobs...haha...and dats to sing birthday song to the pple...dats is so coincident...we wanted to ask the waitress to our place and sing a song to haowei too actually..but theres only 4 pple in our group and it will be so weird...so in the end never...but when haowei went to the toilet...i bought a small cake...dat cost $5.90...at new york new york...and gave him a surprise...we sang a birthday song to him...and i smashed the cake on his face..haha..it was damn funny...but birthday boy mah...jiu shi yao zhe yang cai hao wan...haha....anyway...after that we went to parklane to play lan...till 2am-.-....and they said wanted to find NR1...cuz never take b4...so we walk and walk to find somewhere that has NR1...cuz we were so noob...all like suaku...dunno where got....in the end we found it at somerset dere...zzz...and around 4.30am den i reach home...and i only get to slp at around 5.30am...zzz...well...it was fun though..hahah....

and on sunday..25nov...although i slept at 5.30am...i woke up at ard 10am...cuz i promised to bring mt out a day...haha..bring xiao mei mei out...(hope u read this...MUAHAHAHA)....and we went to watch enchanted...oh cool..ANOTHER NICE MOVIE...the director was to smart to bring so called a fairytale into a real world and make it such that there is no fairytale in real world...haha...dunno how to explain la...wadever..haha...but it was a funny show...highly recommended too..haha....and we went to kbox...zzzz...my singing really suck...argh!..should train myself abit...since i couldnt play bball...hahaha...and when we were about to go home...mt met up with her cousin...who was working at paragon...and we took the train home tgt...haha..met a new fren..not bad..lolx...

i was dead beat after all these...im like playing for the almost the whole week...crap...and tmr i had a quiz...and i got no time to study..and i decided to just gif it up...-.-quiz only...just do better next time...haiz...although im so tired but i cant slp!!...crap...well...my hand is tired liao..after typing so much...hahaha..i should take a rest...LOL....zzzzzzz

2007-10-29T11:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!YAY!!!!!...haha...sounds so stupid....

alright....ill first start of wif some "thank you" to people to wished me happy birthday...

special thanks to these people...haowei,dewei,junmin,desmond,taiyi,andrew...u guys made my day on saturday and thx for buying the bag that i wanted so much...i love u guys!!...

and to qiuting..thx for your teeshirt and card...haha...the bag is gone cuz others bought it i tink...but my buddy bought it for me...anyway...thank u lots....

now to pple who wished me happy birthday on sms....jiaxuan,haowei,jiahui,karen,chersy,minzhi,manting,LOVE YOU GUYS!!!BECUZ U ALL REMEMBERED MY BIRTHDAY!!!

and to pple who wished me again on msn...chunkit,qiuting,desmond,hongyi,baoyun....a big thank you to guys too...

now it is to my parent...THANK YOU PAPA AND MAMA!!!!...i really must thank them who love me so much...my dad gave me $200 for me to celebrate my birthday...thats why i decided to treat my buddies to yuki and yaki.....and my mum...she gave me and angbao of $50...addition to the $200....and my dad change another new phone for me....but i dun wish to change it yet cuz i just recieved all the birthday wishes and if i change the phone now the sms will be all gone...so my dad gave me the new phone and wait till i decides to change it....wad a cool dad...hahaha...and my mum...she gave me money to buy router for my computer...well..its for convenience of using laptops for internet connection cuz it will be too troublesome to plug and unplug modem all the time....and lastly I LOVE MY PARENTS!!!!U GUYS ARE THE BEST!!!!

and sorry to any people i forgot to thank....but i dun rmb deres any...haha....unless there is some leakage in my memory..hahaha....

alright now...ill blog about saturday....first we the 6 guys....me,haowei,junmin,desmond,andrew,taiyi...we went to catch a movie at cineleisure...."balls of fury"....gosh...it was a cock show....but maggie Q so pretty...and dat angmoh get to kiss her!!!~@#$%^.. ....anyway, before the show we bought some food from the cinema....i shared a combo set of crispy chicken...it consist of crispy chicken and a medium drink....at first we were so impressed by the service...becuz the first time dey say dey will deliver the food to us during the show....but we waited and waited....it was already nearing the end of show...the food was not served yet...no choice....i went out to check wif the person...den dey brought the food to us...damn it...lousy service....

after that....we went to Marina Square to have our dinner at yuki and yaki...thats my second time there...and to my surprise...the waitress are all young pple and not bad looking too...and to my even bigger surprise...taiyi helped desmond to get number from 1 of the waitress!...oh crap...this is so shocking...lolx...he succeeded though...haha...after that i dunno about it...hahaaha.....and we tried the DIY icecream...and there is this significant difference between the icecream made by us and the icecream made by the manager...haha...the pic is posted on haowei's blog...im lazy to post...ahahhaha....

then we went to meet up wif dewei who waited for ages at the arcade for us...haha...becuz the timing wasnt really ideal...i guess ill treat u next time den...haha...den the seven of us went to parklane to play dota...argh!!...birthday also dota....sick....but really got nth to do so ate at night...since 6 out of 7 of us are only 17...and theres really little things we can do at night....den at around 2plus...we took a cab home...to dewei's home...lolx...we drank again...crap...this time is carlsberg...yuck...it really suck....i hate beer...liquor is way better....beer can really make me want to vomit...and i became red after that..like prawn...LOL....den i reach my home ard 5am....my mum wake up and nagged me..."why u go drink again...ltr on the way home police see u den u die arh".....this sentence is in chinese though..hahah...aiya...why the hell will police wanna catch me..lolx...

and ltr im going to sch again...to watch the match sports club is up against...good luck to my buddy too...hope u play well...

oh i should say happy birthday to shunya oso...haha...same birthday as me...gdluck in everything u do....

2007-10-25T01:22:00.000+08:00

haiz...sian day...today is the selection for sports club team...pity i din get in...sian...that only shows that im still not good enough...i need to train more...well...1 of the reasons is there are too many people from year3...since its their last year...all of dem were chosen...zzzz

*the scene* when the player name was announced...somehow i got the flashback from during my secondary 2 school days...it was around 90% same situation...and its the same thing i got "eliminated"...haha...i thought to myself...why do i always must wait for the second chance to get into wadever team...like i only get into my sec sch's team when i was in sec4...zzzzzzz.....that feeling really suck....when i heard dat my name was called that i was eliminated....somehow in some way....i felt something....an analogy to describe it.."a man that has lost his career and his precious wife left him"....kinda funny....the only difference is no woman left me...HAHAHA....

i was hoping since it nearing to my birthday...i might get some luck....and i did...some bad luck though....zzzzzzz.....couldnt get into the team this year is my worst present for birthday....zzzzzz.....i guess i really need to work harder........

basketball still rocks~

2007-10-19T23:42:00.000+08:00

again...its been awhile since i blogged...im so lazy to blog actually...but now really got nth to do...zzzzz...boring life...

im out wif sheena and jiahui on wednesday...i tink ill just post up some photos...*lazy to say wad we did*....

there are more pics though...lazy upload la..lolx...

today training at amkcc...so tired...today is a lazy day...hahahha...i slept throughout the day before i went for my training at 6.30pm....zzzz......hibernate mode this week....hahaha...

zzzzzzzzzz....

the feeling of loneliness suck...

2007-10-06T01:42:00.000+08:00

sian...today is a tiring day...basically...i've been walking and walking and walking...hahaha...cuz i went out for shopping after school...crap...i spent alot of money again...bought a skinny jeans for $20....a everlast canvas shoe..$52(discounted..b4 was $55.90)...and a topman tee which is 2 for $29...but i shared wif hw...so only paid $15...so in total i spent $82 excluding all the meals i had since morning in school...zzzzz...

actually i wanted to buy a bagpack...becuz sometimes dere is too much things and the crumpler bag had a little too much pressure on my shoulder and resulted in aches dat is so irritating...zzzz..so i went around bugis to look around...in the end...nth caught my eye...so i decided next time den buy the bag...den i went to penisula plaza to buy the jeans and wadever things after that...and den~~...i saw this particular bag at marina sq's ripcurl...CRAP!!!I WANT THAT FUCKING BAG!!!!!....it cost $79!!!!!GOSH!!!!!....i really wanted to buy at that time but im really scared of my mum's "unstoppable nags".....haha....zzzzz this is so frustrating...can see can touch but cannot buy...argh!...sian...

irritating...
no life...

2007-10-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!!!

haha...actually no more children's day for me since long time ago...its so nostalgic...ahahah....
sian...
anyway 1st oct is oso qiuting's birthday!...QT!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!ahh...its october already...which means my birthday is reaching too...and den ill be 17...crap...i feel so lousy...until now still haven become 17...zzzz....sian....

another happy news~~...i was late in blogging about this...haha...my cousin got married 2 days ago!!!CONGRATULATIONS TO CALVIN AND HWEIMIN!!!....aww...they are so sweet during dat day....wads funny is during the "serve tea session"...haha...its so weird when its my turn...but still earn a red packet...better than nothing la...LOL...and the dinner!!!omg...the food was uber delicious!!!...its kinda different from the normal wedding dinner which i had from those weddings i attended...its western style this time...where your food menu is ordered b4 hand for each person...so dere will be name tag for us that is placed on the table so when the waiter serve the food...dey serve us the food that we preordered...but the servings was small though...western style...wad to expect...haha..its the quality and not the quantity...but overall the food i gave it an 8/10....and i still help xinhui to finish her steak!...LOL...this is the thing about eating wif girls...since dey dun eat dat much...hahaha...the food can be given to the guys to finish it..LOL...i had champagne too...i tink i drank 2 or 3 cups only...and my mum is already "!@#$%^"....i wanted to try the red wine la...zzzz...wasted...

anyway...on that day...i heard we took up to 300 pics...gosh...siao....but i tink some are really nice...but im so lazy to upload...zzzzzzz...i wish pple ard me keep getting married!...but i want to only attend the dinner....LOL....free food....free drink..HAHHAA...so bad...

oh yes!!!in 1 week time sheena is coming back!!!...hohoho...wonder how dey look in real person now...miss u guys a lot!...

sian...i still feel a little sick...blocked nose...sore throat...volcano head...-.-.....

i find it hard~....

2007-09-26T01:34:00.000+08:00

today is so boring...mid autumn fest..but its like so quiet...partly because the park behind my house is on construction...mayb dats 1 of the reason...but...it still feels very weird...not like last year or wadever...seems lack of sth...but this year is still the same...only me hw and ty...we 3 gays...uhh...correction...mayb im the only gay...haha...and we just played for awhile and sat down to talk..."men's talk"..hehe...its just not as fun as last time...mayb because we are of different age now???zzzz....wadever...pple should feel young at all times....but its just sian....
and den we went to opp to eat...however only ty ate...its really weird i got no appetite to have anything...zzzzz....it just a boring day....

anyway...today is also the second day of my poly sem2 life...so far so gd...its also the 1st lesson of GEM class...im quite looking forward to this module class because this module is different from any other module from my course...as other modules are more focused on the academic side...this GEM appears to be a more fun and relax module for me to learn things about life....as said in the course name...life relationship in life journey....basically..it talks about relationship among pple...even during the 1st lesson..i learnt quite a number of things...its really fun...the lecturer says dat relationship is just like the basic needs of human...for eg..water food oxygen etc...it makes a difference in our life...with a gd relationship,we can even climb up the Mt.everest..however with a bad relationship...pple may ended in suicidal etc....it makes drastic changes to our life....and he also talks about how pple in prisons have the motivation to continue their life when they are devoid of all connection from the outside world...wad they do is keep demself a partner...partner captured in prison..haha...such as beetle, cockroach, ants and others la...they make communications to these partners for relationship...aww...actually i feel dat its quite sad la...

we also came up wif qns we wanted to know in a relationship...and he patiently answered all of dem...his answers are rather chim...haha...but it really do helps...ahhh i wish i can type all of wad he said here...but its really too long...hahaha...too bad this lesson is only once a week...aiya...should have scheduled more of gem classes...WAHAHAH....

sian arh....

am i too late??why am i like this????if time is reversed...will it be better????i wish i can tell u wads in my heart...

2007-09-24T04:35:00.001+08:00

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2007-09-22T15:04:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i blog...lets see...more than 1 mth already...time to clean up...LOL...
so sian...i ve been slacking everyday since the start of my vacation...my life only consist of basketball...dota...eat...a lil bit of shopping...and irregular slping routine...zzzzz....didnt plan to work cuz of my bball training...hard to find a gd pay job to fit my schedule...so might as well dun work...zzzzzzzzzzz

speaking of irregular slping routine...i tink im going haywire....i couldnt slp early everyday....sounds like insomnia....but i can slp from 6am to 3pm..-.-......although is like 9 hours but the timing is very very not right....zzzzzzzzzz.....but sch reopening on monday...hope ill be able to get back to my normal slping time...haha...

last 2 day i went to play bball wif my sec sch frens...and after finishing bball...i just felt a terrible migraine...wonder wad happen...den some part ard my waist dere oso aching like hell....AHH!!!!i wonder wad happen...even till now still abit pain...zzzzzz....dat night i slept early tough...ard 12am...haha....of cuz to me 12am is early....den i wake up at 4am..-.-"""after dat i cant fall aslp liao...zzzzzz....and i tink im crazy...i was so hungry ard 6am and i went downstairs to buy food...its been a long time since i went downstairs so early...the last time was during my sec sch days...hahaha...now in poly sch doesnt starts so early....den i walked the path which i owaes used when i going to sch..hahaha...feels so nostalgic...i really miss my sec sch days...so carefree...but now in poly is so slack oso la..haha...but time cannot be reverse...if i have a chance...i guess ill really really study real hard...but no use talking about this crap now...zzzz

oh yay...i got my sem1 results a few days ago...wooo so shocked...i got a GPA of 3.5....got 2 A and 3B...but i guess cuz it doesnt include programming...i guess ill die at dat 1...programming is a whole year module..so i guess dats the reason why it was not included....hmm....i better work hard too in my next sem...in order to get into uni...the only way is to do my best in poly...it sound weird when im talking about such things...cuz how could it come out of a lazy person like me...lolx...

btw my cousin's wedding is on next saturday!!!!CONGRATS!!!!!!!!wish u 2 happiness for life~....looking forward to the wedding dinner...main reason=food!!!!!!!WAHAHAHHA.....just kidding....hahahhaa....

i realise my feelings for u arent only friends...wad should i do???

2007-08-11T00:58:00.000+08:00

I WATCH THE SECRETS!!!OMG!!!!1 word..nice!!!lolx...

the plotting...everything..damn cool...abit of shocked and confusion when i know how the girl came to know him...now i understand the ghostly effect haowei was talking about...hahha

i gave an A to this show despite it was the 1st time jay being a director...couldnt tell that he was a 1st-timer..hahaha....

1 thing is he can really let girls go crazy about him...all like siao already after watching this show....hahaha

anyway...today's CRS test....it was rather easy topic...however...like everyone chose that question...i guess must do exceptionall well in order to get high marks...argh!!...the question i chose is..i tink is....life of young people in the past is better than life in today.why or why not??i tink normal reaction will be a disagree...hahaha...
its over already...so i guess no point saying it again haha...but sad thing is today is the last time to see my CRS lecturer..i tink attending her class is very fun...only class that i dun fall aslp...hahaha...i wish the oral communication for next sem is her again luh...zzzzzzzzz

sian...still haven bath yet...ciao!

2007-08-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

sian....national day....so boring...zzzzz.....

tmr CRS test....zzzz...

haiz...

2007-08-03T00:22:00.000+08:00

sian!!!today is a very sian day!!!so boring....

and i think i screwed up my java interview today....zzzz...wad the lecturer asked...i cannot answer fully...all is ban shui tong...i feel damn guilty la...

1stly...during his lecture lesson...i owaes slept like a pig....can say is almost whole lesson le lah.....
2ndly...during his practical lesson...i oso feel like slping...but i controlling...at least its practical..haha...
3rdly...when i slp already...i dun understand a single thing...so he always take the effort to explain everything to me again...gosh!!....

really damn guilty...but cant help leh...programming jiu shi na me sian....haha...

anyway...i got 16/20 for my maths quiz again...last quiz i oso got 16/20....damn it...super careless mistake...but anyway...this 2 quiz add tgt...only 3% of this sem..zzzz....wad the hell...
3% nia and we all study so hard...

and i finally completed my CRS and other reports...woo..song le yi kou qi...
and tmr is last lesson of CRS...but alot lesson already finish..we dun have to go anymore...shuang!next week only have to go back on monday and tuesday...woooo.....

and i still wanna say...life is damn sian....zzzzzzzzz
tmr got training again...=o=......

im here* but you are there~ never meet`

2007-08-02T01:29:00.000+08:00

today i pon sports club basketball training...LOL...1st time i pon basketball thingy...cuz i 12 release...den i nid to wait till 4 den start...somemore haowei is sick..and not able to play too..so i decided not to go too..^^

anyway..after school today...i went to queensway...to get a new shoe...my old shoe cannot make it already...lolx...funny thing is i keep falling down when i wear dat old shoe...LOL...and this time..i bought "and1" shoe...lolx...wanted to buy SS2G...but the design kinda same as my old shoe...so decided get a new design...and it cost me $85...after that i saw a dri-fit tee quite nice...and i bought it...cost me $32.....and today gang hao my concession is used up...so i bought another 1..which cost $45...so total cost me $162...woo...1 hole in my pocket...i really spending alot...just a few days ago..i just bought a jeans at amkhub...gosh!!although im buying things for myself...i still feel the pinch in my heart...LOL...

after getting everything i wanted...i went home....just went i reach home..i felt so tired...and fell aslp...!!!!SHIT!!!den when i wake up..i realise i haven done any of my homework....but before i rushed to do my things...i went out to buy dinner for my mum and myself...den shun bian get the straits times from mt...hahaha...she is still so short @.@V...P.S.DUN SCOLD ME!!!WAHAHHA!!!

den today im really freaking tired and busy...nid to study maths quiz....nid to complete FE project report...OH freaking report...nid to draw the circuit...tmd...draw till i neck pain eye pain...zzzz.....den nid to complete 5 articles for CRS which is due on friday...ahhH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HELP ME!!!!.....so many things....zzzzz....den exam is coming too...although only 2 days...but still...its very impt!!!

sian sia....i tink i should go and slp...zzzzzzzzz

I WANNA WATCH 不能说的秘密！！！and THE COMING FIREWORKS!!!!!PLS GRANT ME MY WISH!!!!everything to do wif u!

2007-07-28T17:36:00.000+08:00

wooo!i went drinking ytd night...at ralf hse...gosh...dats my 3rd time drinking...yet 1st time got drunk...lolx...drink abit too much le...

we played indian poker...and "cai quan"...i owaes kenna sia...zzzz....
now i know the feeling of drunk...at 1st im still feel ok...after awhile...i can see the room is shaking...somehow it turned upside down...and den i was like laughing nonstop...lolx...wads funny is wad dewei did....becuz i tink he already blur...he poured the vodka on the floor...den kenna the cards we are playing wif...den he said.."aiyah!dirty le...den he go lick the cards"OMG!!!!DAMN YUCK!!!BUT THE SCENE IS SUPER FUNNY!!!LOL...den i was like rolling on the floor...gosh la..super funny!....anyway...after i see the room shaking..i was wobbling myself too..den i keep holding on the chair...den my fren said i was playing wif it...zzzzz....

after awhile..i really cant take it...and i fell aslp...den this morning...my fren told me i spout nonsense ytd...said some "meng hua"....zzz...i wonder wad else i said...shit...lolx...but i was stunned about what i said...zzzzzzzz....cant believe i said dat.....drunken people really damn weird...will say anything...

i guess shouldnt drink too much next time...i tink really will harm the body...after drinking...my heart really beat damn fast...my fren say becuz drinking make pple high...and the feeling of drunk is not really dunno wad we are doing ourself....for me...i do know wad is going on...but cannot control my movement...LOL...

wonder when is the next time i drink...lolx...

2007-07-21T02:34:00.000+08:00

爱情强求不来
爱情勉强不来

细心可以让爱情长久
贴心可以让爱情甜蜜

惟有发自内心的诚意
才是打动对方的利器

2007-07-01T04:07:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna blog about this man!!its my 1st time ever been to a live soccer match!its so cool...the atmosphere is totally different frm watching at home...anyway...today dere is 2 match...the 1st match is the singapore legends versus the malaysia legends....well...although they are legends...but they are old already...all cannot run..except for some...the score was 1-1....it was a friendly match...therefore 1 quarter only ard 15-20 mins...kinda sian...they play dun have the excitement there...but that was not the climax yet!!The second match...the singapore lions versus the australia team....omg..that was nice...singapore lost 3-0...kinda sad..but i tink singapore really played well...alot of team work was displayed...but the australian was even more amazing....can see the difference there la...haha...

1 more thing is the pple watching the match...super duper noisy sia!...cannot stand it...but they are so funny...1st is someone behind me shouted "look at the height!" when a player in singapore team walk pass mark schzawer the australia keeper...lolx..so sarcastic man...den when singapore made a mistake or something...ALOT of vulgarities came out...hahaha...still got alot of funny things...lazy to type...hahah...

after that is the lightouts party at national stadium...so called "clubbing" la...somemore is outdoor de....hot like siao...lolx..but everyone is super high...its sponsored by zouk...some music is not bad...but the music is not normal music played in clubs...they are mostly retro type...haha...dance halfway went off le....den we walked to geylang to eat...wah!!tod geylang is near near...den we go dere...dats 1 thing...we reached dere but dunno where to eat...in the end walk and walk and walk..until find a seafood zhu cao...den decided eat dere...omg..a few dishes only....total bill is $48...zzzz eat money 1....after that we decided to have durian..but cannot find the store we want...so we went to find NR1...but cannot find..only NR7...zzz...we walked for very long time..den decided to take cab home...zzzz.....nvm..jiu jiu yi chi la...hahahhaha.....

overall...my only complain is..."dun go for outdoor clubbing..it suck...hahaha...go for indoor better..."

below are some pics...

This is singapore legends and malaysia legends...

singapore young lions and australia...

my 3 frens...

some pictures of the lightouts party...

anyway...this is the last time going to national stadium le...so i guess never wasted my money buying the ticks..hahaha....hope can go to the new stadium soon...^^

waiting for you kiss me at the night~

2007-06-28T00:02:00.000+08:00

ahhh...tmr is the last second day of MST...zzzz...faster over la....cant wait for MST to be over...i wanna slack again...hahah...but i've been slacking anyway...haha...no difference actually...

anyway...tmr im having electronics test....zzzz....flip flop is so fking difficult man!!!!i wanna kill dat person who invent this...his bloody brain..how come function so well dat he can came up wif this fking flip flop logic gate...zzz....whereas my brain cannot even figure out wad flip flop is...ARGH!!!!its the last chapter of MST....but i cant finish studying all of it...zzzz...in the end..i decided to gif up this chapter...hahaha....

sian arh sian arh....today went to town..check out some things dat i wanna buy...1st 1 is shoe...nike low dunk dat cost $169...second is some design tee...as im running out of tees...zzz...like so pathetic la...everytime wear same tees nia...den i wanna buy jeans...shirt...alot of things...dat will cost me bomb already...hahaha...today go out is to lock my target only...never bought anything...only spent my money on food today...zzz...

den went to best denki to look around at the desktop...all look so nice and stylish..hahaha....still haven decide which 1....but dat best denki so little choice of computers...zzzz....cant really have a gd comparison between the computers...i want to have a new desktop faster pls!!!...still nid to wait for like 2 to 3 weeks more...zzz....so excited!!!!my old desktop had one of its leg into the coffin already...its crashing soon...hahahhaa...cannot make it le...

i tink im going to spent alot alot alot of money soon...haiyo...stress...stress on money...stress on sch work...and stress on blablabla...

i tink coming to poly make me spent more money...especially on transport...zzz...i wanna emphasize on this...ESPECIALLY ON TRANSPORT!!!dats becuz i just used up my concession...so ill just have to top up everytime...its like only 2 to 3 days only i have to put in $10 into my ezlink....wah can die man...my mum dun wan let me buy concession now...cuz its like $45 each time i buy it...zzzz....singapore government jiu shi zhe yang pian ren de.....slowly slowly eat up our money...hahahz....

sian...i wanna see you...i wanna hear you...can my wish be granted??

haiya.i go off le..zzzz

2007-06-25T18:49:00.000+08:00

time to revive my dead blog..hahah...super sian..really got no motivation to blog le...dunno why....mayb tired of typing..hahah...but now..i got the urge again...=o=

this face is derived frm xuan's -o- hahaha...funny....

anyway..today's test is so =.=""can go die le..i got 56/100 only..
haiz....can only blame myself for slacking too much.....still got 3 more test to go....stressZ!!!!!!!!!!

anyway i wanna go clubbing again!!miss my anyhow dancing le...lolx....hope can go wif same group of peeps again...hahah...zzzzz

got nth to say much also....zzz

=p

2007-05-23T15:12:00.000+08:00

its been a really really long time since i've blogged...really dun have the urge to do so...but now suddenly wanna blog...haha...

but anyway the paragrapgh is for my friend, my buddy...

although u are gone..but u are not really gone...you will always stay in my heart forever...
all the happy memories we had tgt will be carve onto my mind...
still rmb the 1st day i got to know u....it was at the basketball court we always played on..
and i as tricked by ralf that you are in a taiwan's team..hahax...but you can run really fast...
thats why i was tricked....lolx...
and those times when we celebrate birthdays tgt...doesnt matter whos birthday izit...but we really had a wonderful time....
we played dota tgt...and many things...really appreciated that...
i really wonder if you could do the things you like when you are in heaven....
are u able to watch the new outcoming episode of the bleach...play the dota you like....play the basketball you like...really wanna know...
in all...i thank you for being my friend...i am really fortunate to have you as my friend...=)

hAiz...tears dropped while i was typing these...i really dunno wad to say anymore....
like what sheena says...
Shared joy is double joy. Shared sorrow is half sorrow.
i totally agree...becuz normally who will you share it wif??its definitely your friend...
i guess friend is very important in our life...you'll get your double joy and get your sorrow divided...

Friend is the greatest pillar of support in our life...thats what i believe....

2007-04-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

COOL!!!!CAMP ROXXXX!!!!TEAM NIKE SUPERSTAR BLACKJACK & CAVA BUNGA ROXXXXZZ!!!!wahaha...
anyway..im back frm camp during thursday...but too tired to blog about it...
and it was a fun camp...knew alot new pple during the camp too...
instructor were all very friendly...get alonged well...

during the 1st day...actually quite sian...cuz do things like intro to each other...den play some games....den gif our group a name...den make our team flag...so called 'lame thingy'...
the sway thing is..we tod 4 of us me haowei junmin and desmond can be together during the camp...but we gt separated into 4 different groups...
in a way its gd oso...cuz can know more different pples...but lucky...we are all in the same room when slping...so can still talk...overall...not really separated...haha...only during group activity and games....

second day...here comes the fun..haha...the games were solid man...play some mass group games durin the night where we have to walk ard SP...its damn fun...requires alot of teamwork...
and i din slp well during the camp...cuz like everyday oso 4am 5am den can get to slp...the games were all delayed...haha...but worth it...hahahahah...and we went into the pool to have water activity...damn funny games....oh ya...still have water captain ball...shoiik!!

third day is the nightwalk...omg...b4 we went out...dey told us 'ghost' stories of SP...but its true stories la...den we were despatched 4 by 4...and we went to take the route dat dey gave us...at 1st it was damn scary...the intructors all dress up and scare us..but in fact...i din not get scared by dem...i got scared by the 1 person who was walking beside me...he is so dramatic...little things got so worked up...scardy cat!!!damn it...lolx...

fourth day....last day of camp...we got our camp tees..put it on and went to orchard road to play scavenger hunt...some kind like amazing race....but kinda sian..cuz keep walking ard...but the fun thing is when we do forfeit...although kinda reluctant to do it...cuz is damn paiseh...but its fun...becuz i've never catwalk in orchard road b4...banana dance in a shopping mall b4...and cheer for the addidas shop right infront of the shop...i did this all the 1st time in my life...STUPID!!!just like 1 of my campmate said...once u joined SP camp...3yrs of reputation is ruined....haha....we went home ard 8pm...shagg...once i reach home...i bathed and fall aslp...lolx...damn tiring....

anyway...tdy went to marina square to cut my hair...hw and ty too...its the 1st time we all go dere to cut hair tgt...haha...after dat went to orchard road...hw nid to get his phone for servicing...and exchange his converse tee...met up wif mt at dere...she walk ard wif us until 9.30 and went to meet her frens...talk cock all the way while walking...super funny 'xiao didi'...=p

its late..i tink ill stop here...wanna play basketball tmr...pls dun rain!!!!

have a nice day~~

2007-03-17T02:38:00.000+08:00

16march
sian!!!din know enrolment for poly is so mafan...nid to go here and dere...
miracle dat i wake up so early today...haha...bo bian...alot of things to do....
but anyway...morning i went to buddy hoagies to have breakfast/lunch-_-"" wif si zarbor(so black oso)...the bake rice is still as nice man!!!!still rmb the days b4 olvls...when my classmates and me were studying dere and having the food dere almost everyday!!its like...omg..r we so rich??super ex man!!

and after dat...when she go to work,i went home and prepare myself to go out...
1st to go chongpang CC to get my mum's singPass...ARGH!!!dats 1 irritating thing...still nid to travel to get this stupid password...den after dat...went to SATA at woodlands civic centre to have my medical checkup...and CRAP!!!!another $22 gone...zzz...and its just a 'sui bian' check check only...and i wasted ard 3hours over dere...argh!!junmin and frens were dere too...and we chat about alot of things..and its so funny man!!!junmin waited for about an hour...and nurse ask if he suffer frm fits..and he said no...after dat can go home le-.-"""zzzz..totally fucked up...

den we went to causeway point to have dinner at LJS...and dey went to some food exhibition at suntec dere...but i din went though..i went to play dota wif my frens instead...haha..
today is the worst..play so long...total spent $8.40 on LAN only...den $6 on food and $1.30 on drinks(after playing kinda hungry...hahax..)...den its so late already...have to take cab home...we shared cab and each have to pay $3....so total i spent about $18.70...crap...spent so much in such a short time...man!!!lucky b4 this i worked part time...if not i tink ill go bankrupt...haha...

17march
today..im bloggin about all this shit above...LOL....so tired...but still wanna watch naruto...the new one dat just came out...tahan abit den go slp bah..lolx...
and i still have to wake up early tmr to go woodlands civic centre again...dots...to pay fees to SCB...zzzz...cuz tmr half day..have to go in the morning...SIAN MAN!!!POLY SO MAFAN!!!!
i should stop wasting time and start my anime now...=P

ciao~

2007-03-12T22:16:00.000+08:00

Hello Peeps!!it's been a month since i've blogged!!er..no..i tink its more than a month...
im so lazy to blog man!!still nid to come to this bloody website..hAiz...if only can transfer our thoughts straight to blogger.com..haha...

anyway..i've stopped working!!!hurray!!!sunday was my last day...its a full shift for me...kinda tired...but the thought of it as last day..it just made me continue all the way to the end!
ahhH!!wad a relieve now...i can play to the fullest until poly life starts!!so shuang!!!!
budden hw and ty put me aeroplane!!!dey continued to work until stocktake...grrr!!!its so sudden dat dey told me about it...becuz i already tender le...
but no point...even if dey tell me...i also will tender...haha...after all is the same....

and and last friday...9march...i tried subway for the 1st time wif the si zarbor..."hehe!"...
must be tinking why i so suagu...aiya...nvm...anyway...its quite nice...but when ordering, it is so complicated...although it is easy...but it seems so difficult to me..haha..crap!!i din have any trouble anyway...cuz si zarbor ordered for me...HAHA...
overall...amkhub is so crowded even though not all shops have opened yet..i bet when all shops opened...it will be damn full wif pple..
oh ya...i recommend pple to try the food sold in the basement...unique and delicious...OH AND THE COOKIES!!!cheap and good!!!should try man!!!

by the way...im so sian!!!i got posted to ngee ann poly!!!grrr...appealed for singapore poly...and i will know the result tmr...so nervous and excited at the same time...i really hope appeal can be successful...hAiz...can only blame myself for doing so badly...sad...

tink ill go off now...so tiring...
oh ya...si zarbor is sick!!-TAKE CARE!!!rest well k?dun work too hard!!!recover soon~=)))

2007-01-24T12:21:00.000+08:00

The empty puzzle...
In many ways, life is like a puzzle.

You have thousands of pieces, waiting to be pasted together in the hope of achieving a complete dream.

The process of cementing those small pieces brings endless joy, pain, laughter and tears.

Starting with the frame, you create the basis of the puzzle, giving it structure that can hold all those minute,pedantic little details that allows the picture to have shapes, colors and contrast.

That frame is the fundamental basis to the puzzle - one that is similar to life itself, having the larger and more concrete frame to give everything a beginning, a chance to expand and improve sometime in future.

The minute pieces like life, are the details that gives us trouble, and sometimes achievement.

It is these details that nurture us and allow us to grow into worthy beings.

Though these pieces are somewhat intricately difficult to glue together because they are either too small or they all have similar colors and patterns painted on their surface.

Like life itself, there are many instances where details are hard to see - they're almost invisible,just flaoting in the air waiting for you to instinctively grasp.

It may takes years, decades or even centuries for those pieces to be placed side by side to make a picture complete.

However, though this journey might be difficult, there is only one outcome - when that picture is complete, a smile will surely brighten up your aged face.

Those tears and sweat that you initially believed to be wasted on this useless investment are in actual fact, useful and satisfying.

Nevetheless, when that picture is complete, your dreams, goals and everything that you wished for in your lifespan is now granted.

The puzzle has been completed.

Your life is now complete.

found this on someone's blog...i tink kinda meaningful...haha...sry for copyrights...haha

2007-01-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

omgomgomg!!!i went to DXO ytd...man...super high atmosphere...
i tink its better than MOS dat time...any1 agree?lolx...
and the girls dere are super hot man!!!!aww...i wish time could last longer...LOL
danced wif some1...so hot man...aww...dunno how to describe...haha...
but cannot always go these places...sure high blood pressure..wahahah...

after the dance...im totally wet...haha..like just after finish playing basketball...and loOk so haggard la...lolx...den i told my frens...the dancing floor is raining..lolx...kinda lame...but anyway...i hAd a fun time..haha...and i spent quiet alot money la...argh!!!broKe liao...den still hAven get my pay yet...damn....

next time got another clubbing sure go again...hahaha...

2007-01-17T04:11:00.000+08:00

i've come back polishing my blog again..haha...so long never blog le...im so busy nowadays...partly im lazy and tired too...haha...so many tag din reply oso...hAiz...

sian...olvl results is coming out soon...T.T...im so afraid...die le...

anyway...i can have some rest this week...wednesday thursday friday and sunday off...shuang...
must rest myself well this time..but frankly speaking...i got other things to do...how to rest?lolx...
sian...tink i go slp le la...nth to do anyway...

GDNITE EVERYONE

***lost***

2006-12-23T03:27:00.000+08:00

hohoho...my blog is so rusty le!!!i now polish abit...lolx....

anyway...been so busy working....so tiring man!!!!owaes so late den come home...no mood to blog after dat oso....and deres so many tag i din reply oso...SRY PEEPS!!=)

well....im glad can rest a few days now..haha..i off on friday saturday and sunday...
cool man!!!i thought i would have to work on christmas eve...but diana is so gd!!!she let me have off!!!but ill have to work frm 12pm to 9pm on new year eve...but not bad...i still have some time after dat...haha...but but but its so shuang man...off 3 days...mayb mei she me da bu liao...
but after working for 4 consecutive long hours days...u can really feel the relaxation...haha...

anyway i recieve a christmas card frm sarah teo...woo...frm USA man!!..cool...well...thx alot...i appreciate it very much...haha...
and den today...erm no...ytd...cuz its past 12....haha...manting baked some cookies....den she gave it to me during lunch time...haha...den i only had cookies for my lunch...wahaha...too lazy to buy some main meals...so sui bian lo...somemore can save some money....
but the cookies are very nice..haha..thx alot too!!!my christmas present right??-.-"cant stand u...owaes food 1...but still thx...haha...

den nowadays...the sky owaes cry like fuck...i cnat even play basketball in the day!!if wanna play must play during the night..grrr....but its more cooling though...still...im so pek chek today...
cuz i thought the sun came out...den i wanted to play basketball since so LLLLLOONNNGGG!!!never play liao....cuz of my work....so i decided ask ralf to play too....and den...who noes...i walk out halfway...it started raining...WAD THE LOR!!!!i change my clothes wear my shoe...den it rained again...lao eh...cannot tahan...in the end i walk back home again....argh!!!
but lets skip this...haha...

tmr going to play dota wif frens...time to relax...hahaha....den tmr have to cut my hair too...gosh...so many things sia....im busy busy busy busy....
and i wish 28 dec will faster come...cuz dats the day when i get my pay...wooo..will be rich for new year man...i can get those things i wanted too...wahahaha...

anyway...cheer up chersy!!!!although i noe u are ok le..lolx...but like i owaes say...BE HAPPY!!!=)

oh and eggy too...i dunno much...but wish u happy too...haha...^^V

anyway..i should go and slp le...its 3.45am liao...

zzZzzzzzZZZzzzzZZzzZZZ

2006-12-06T15:26:00.000+08:00

shermaine,me and chersy

me,yiwen,eggy and haowei

me,yiwen and haowei

eggy and haowei

eggy and me

lastly..haowei and me=)

2006-12-06T14:55:00.000+08:00

WOAH!!!YTD WAS SO FUN!!!ALL WERE SO HIGH MAN!!...
its my 1st time to MOS...woot...cool man....
deres alot of people dere....super crowded arh....
and it was super duper noisy inside....when u come out...u will become deaf...haha...

anyway...i went to dance wif my frens...din noe dancing was so fun...
although dunno how to dance...but...just anyhow lo...i tink every1 oso liddat...lolx...

after dat...went to marina south to play pool....heng hj drive..if not we will be stranded....
lolx....den i went to hj's hse to play dota...and den slept dere til ard noon...den i come home...

super tiring...still hAve to work...argh!....

shall post some pics

stupid blogger...ARGH!

2006-12-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

woot!today i got my second pay!!its like free money...i din work much but got my pay...
hahaha...ive been working different types of work....dat day is waiter...
today i went to united world college of south east asia....to help move things...-.-"
budden pay is quite gud....so slack somemore...haha....
but i wanna sell clothes!!!!argh!....even more relaxing i tink...haha....

nvm....work a few more days and ill go to more interview...haha....get some money 1st....
but anyway...today at the college dere....haha...its an eye-opening for me....
alot of angmohs...jap...korean...blacks...lolx...different types of pple...
and den the girls dere are super damn open....dunno how to describe arh....
all the guys eyes are red...wahahahhaa.....

when i came home...i decided to gif my parents some money...
LOL...i gave dem 6 dollars...spilt...each get 3 dollar....and dey were laughing like hell...haha
bo bian...i not enuff myself...just yi si yi si la...ahhahaha....next time big money den i gif bigger...
must be fillial....>.<""

off to watch anime....^^V

2006-11-27T12:56:00.000+08:00

shiok man!!!!i got my first pay!!!dat feeling so shuang...
when dat person was taking the money....den i was like...'i saw a blue colour thingy'
omg....but its so tiring....working for 13 hours....
super tiring man!!but being a waiter...a guy is at disadvantage...cuz nid to handle heavy things....
1 day only my muscle already super pain....
and so sucks la...i tod i left my sch...no1 will care about my hAir....
but now working oso....no 'anti-gravity' hair...no coloured hair...-.-""
so now i stil nid to spray my hair....argh!!...waste my time...

but anyway...all those rough work was in the afternoon....
during the nite...we are to serve food to our own in charge table...
its pple's wedding...no doubt alot of handsome guys and pretty girls...
wahhaha.....im so worry dat i will spill anything on those pple....

and den after dat....its clearing up time...
wakao!!!i still nid more time to get use to this...damn...
its like so super disgusting...must clear up all the bowls and plate when its so fucking dirty....
argh!!!!and the beer and wine....its so smelly...gosH!!!!
den after clearing....its setting up again...wakao....super super super tiring...
this kind of job cannot everyday work...u'll die of exhaustion in no time...lolx....
lucky today i not working....take a rest bah....

1 gd thing is we take cab home....we can claim the taxi fare frm the company....
cool...but the taxi..-.-....super scary...going at 130km/h.....wtf....constantly going at dat speed...
crazy uncle....but nvm....go so fast still 20plus dollar...=.=...........

but anyway...i now noe earning money is hard....lolx...

2006-11-26T02:03:00.000+08:00

today i start my 1st day of work...crap man...tiring....haha...
working is hard...but...i nid to work harder...vitamin 'M' is important...
haha...but i will work different kinds of jobs...tink i will jump ard...
but no choice...*sobsob*....

i wish i can relax...

sian

2006-11-23T09:14:00.000+08:00

Prom nite was fun!!!didnt turn out badly as i thought...lolx...
the place look very old on the outside...but still not bad on the inside...
and den the food was delicious too....except for some average only....
but not bad...every1 was so pretty and handsome...hahaha...see some pple who were nerd nerd wear till very nice...den alot oso dyed their hair...but overall this prom is fun....

anyway...after prom...went karaoke wif frens...and den ton outside till morning...just came home ard 1 hour ago...freaking tired man.....
i've upload all the pics to my com...but i'll just put up some...lolx...

these r just some....wanted to put up more...but damn blogger...-.-....ill try next time...

2006-11-20T00:07:00.000+08:00

today was cool man...went to bowling....its like i everyday at marina square....lolx...
but im lazy to type out everything...ill just short cut....ahhaha...

hAd 'ma la huo guo' for dinner....asshole...its really super spicy man!!!!
but its so nice!!!!omg...buffet somemore....eat till so shuang....but den again...
its really damn spicy...lolx....lucky the soup is spilt into 2 parts...1 is spicy 1 is not...
heng...if not i tink ill not be able to come home today....spice to death at the restaurant...lolx...

haha....im off now...

1 last thing...THE STEAMBOAT IS DAMN SPICY!!!!!JUST 1 SMALL AMOUNT U WILL CHOKE!!!!I SWEAR!!!!!

2006-11-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

YES!!!OLVLS FINISH!!!!OMG!!!I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY!!!
WooOWOOooo!!!!haha...anyway...i went to play basketball...
play till forget the time....and got home at ard 10plus...gosh kenna scolded....
hahaha....overjoyed dat my exams are finish....play till siao....
but i worn out now...no more strength....too energetic just now....
haha...and i shall have a gd rest tonite...ahhhh....exam finish de gan jue zhen shuang....hahaha...
but i tink get results dat day will be even more 'shuang' la...haha...die lo....

sian sia....din have my dinner just now..super hungry...haiz....at home oso nth convenient for me to eat...still must cook 1....haiz....want to go down buy...but...im too lazy... cuz too tired already la...haha...nvm...see how...

going to watch anime....=)

2006-11-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY!!!YES!!!!
tmr is the last day of my exam....and my last day in school...
cool man!!!!so excited!!!!!
im having chemistry 1 and 2 and amaths 2 tmr....sian....till 5plus sia!!
goona rot in the examination hall liao....
if i count down now....its about 11 hours more to start of amaths and 19 more hours to end of olvls....COOL~~~!!!

~SMILE~

2006-11-12T00:53:00.000+08:00

life is so boring without money....without love..without anything.....
sian dao~!!!!!!went to play pool wif ty today....so long never play le...
but heng still can get use to it....well...went to marina square...but the pool was too ex...
so decided go to dhoby ghaut to play....haha...since we are sixteen already(finally)
so i said we play at town areas where we normally cannot play...wahaha...
and played for 1 hour....after dat went home....
its raining whole day today la...damn it....
spent quite alot today....-.-"
and i so want dat informal coat dat cost $129....damn it...must it be so ex?!?!?
sian...mei you qian de ri zi zhen nan guo....T.T

jay chou - qing tian=)

2006-11-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

today is english paper 1 and 2...i chose 1 of the qns on dreams....
crap about some story...haha....just hope can get me a C6 la....
at least the passage for paper 2 is quite interesting today...haha...

anyway....i hAd a stomachache when i was having paper 1...crap man....
must the durian puffs i hAd ytd....and the $1.20 bread i had this morning
the intervals for paper 1 and 2 was 5min....and i used dat 5min to go toilet....
SUPER RUSH LA!!!hHAH....budden lucky im in time....

tmr is biology-.-and geography-.-"......
cant stand this 2 subject man....i oso cant believe this 2 subject was put together for me....
retarded time table....stress arh!!!!!!
this olvl dun feel like olvl for me....im quite slack...
budden i cant get to slp everyday.....HOW?!?!?!super stresss leh.....
my mind keeps tinking about the things i will do after olvls....haha...
not about study....stupid brain....cannot think of the right thing....

=Today we make tomorrow's memories.=

2006-11-07T00:50:00.000+08:00

its past 12 now...but ill still talk about 6nov...hahaha
its the 1st paper...emaths was quite ok...
some mistakes here and dere...crap man...but overall is ok...
mr yong said dat paper2 will be hard!!!oh man!!!!even if paper 2 is easy...
the distinction will have a higher standard....sian....
den after emaths...we got 4 hours of break...SO LONG!!!!
went to 400 plus to eat....den crap ard....
after dat went bak to sch's library to read up on ss b4 it starts at 2pm....
afternoon papers are so tiring man...HOT DAY!!!!
but...ss SUCK!!!haha...i cant do humanities!!!dats it...

anyway...after the exam....went to northpoint to eat wif my schmates...
dun really wanna spend my money to eat...but...in the end...i still canot resist the temptation!!!
the smells of food court is really nice...LOL...actually i tink its becuz im hungry...haha...
and i saw karen!!!so qiao!!

den at home...ive been crapping wif chersy...haha...
until 10pm...my show!!!the last episode of liao zhai....
cool man...no more liao zhai story le...so sian....
no more chiobu to see oso...xDxDJK!!!!HAHAHAH
lucky i dun have any exams tmr...if not ill really slp in the examination hall...haha...

=Becuz you wouldn't give up,you'll be able to see a dream.Becuz you're able to see a dream,the future will come.=

am i gifing up??did i see a dream??will the future come??oh crap....>.<"

2006-11-05T23:46:00.000+08:00

so scary yet so excited...its olvls time!!!!
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE TAKING OLVL!!!!!
after ard 2 weeks...YES!!!ITS PARTY TIME!!!WAHAHA...
just have to endure!!!!
yes!!!encourage every1!!!!

and its late now...im going to slp...haha...
last but not least...
im going to say....

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE AGAIN!!!!!
^^V

2006-11-05T01:51:00.000+08:00

gosh..1 more day to theory olvl....
im going crazy...i tink ill go even more crazy when everythings over...
totally sucks...i've never been so stress in my whole life...
its like every problems come at 1 time...crap...this is all so ridiculous man...
argh!!!even when im so frustrated....i cant even think of wad to blog here...
and i really cant get to slp nowadays...dunno why...
when deres alot of thoughts in our mind...we normally cant get to our dreamland...
sian...

wad should i do now....i really dunno...

2006-11-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

hohohoho....new blogskin!!!!thz to designer chersy!!!!
hahaha....

anyway...i woke up damn late nowadays...
everyday like 1 plus or 2 plus den get out of my warm bed...
haha....but its soooooo super duper nice and cozy....wahahhaa...

and today i went buddy hoagies to study with ty....
gosh...last time i tink i study more at home than outside....
but now...i realise...i study more outside than at home!!!!
how can this be man....
mayb at home i have too much distraction from my computer....

yup....and after dat...we went to play basketball....
crap...this stupid slipper...i cant even play properly...and den got blister....
its so super damn pain ok....

sian...

haha...im still addicted to dat song!!!crap...repeated millions of times!!!!
when can i stop???!??!?!wahaha...crazy me....i wanna influence pple to like it too...wahahaha....

2006-10-31T21:24:00.000+08:00

crap...so many nice song dat cannnot be found on radioblogclub...
-.-dat webby should update man...
nvmm.....LISTEN TO THOSE SONGS I PUT ON MY BLOG!!!!

2006-10-31T00:39:00.000+08:00

GOSH!!!IM SO TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG!!!!

-someone who lives in your heart-

u guys should go and listen it yourself....
im like repeating this song over and over again....
geez...when can i stop????wahhaha....
im having my chemistry practical in ard 8 hours time...crap...
still nid to go sch...although its olvl..im in a dun-wan-take-exam/holiday mood
lameshit...should have this tinking man...and im addicted to the deathnote comic...
its so fantastic...

i noe its true...do u...

2006-10-29T01:44:00.000+08:00

woooOO!!!hAppy birthday to me!!!!!
and thx every1 who wish me happy birthday!!!and those who came to bbq...
thx alot for coming and the present.....i appreciate it alot...
haha...

anyway....lets talk bout it frm the start...
during afternoon...its was going to rain...
argh!!!i was damn no mood...cuz if rain...dere will be no bbq...
gosh...and i just kept wishing dat plsplspls...dun rain pls...
if want to rain...rain quickly and stop ltr...lolx...
and heng arh...it really did rain 1st...den stopped...
but its was just drizzling abit....

and when we reach dere...damn...the pit was like...
damn dirty la...millions of ants....millions of fly...
we were like...wth!!!how are we going to bbq???
den less dan a min...all those things were gone...
wow...cool....dey noe we are going to bbq...and dey "siam"
haha...and we took a long time to get the fire done...
but luckily it still work la..

after everything we decided to play some games...lolx..
it was so funny la...den everyone keep laughing....
everything ended ard 12am....but it was fun...
birthday jiu shi na me shuang...lolx...

here are some of the pictures....

thats all...haha....have a gdnite slp...bye!!

2006-10-16T17:18:00.000+08:00

as days pass by...olvls is getting nearer too..
and the irritating haze is killing me...sore throat...
must drink more water!!!
stupid haze...cause me to be sick...cause me cannot play basketball properly...
-.-damn indonesia...
PSI is so high everyday...

sian....today sch is boring...if i noe i dun go sch today...
amaths mr yong went for lower sec...
den we were left in class to do our worksheets...
but i din do...lolx...i was crapping wif my frens...all were slacking...
after dat break...*soccer time*....afer hAlf hr...its physics lesson...
we were all wet!!!and i guess i was drenched all over...lolx...like raining..haha
after physic lesson..*soccer time AGAIN!!!*....but this time...i continue playing...
and skipped my ss lesson...lolx...actually go dat lesson oso no point...
learn nth...last day...might as well skip...oso wun kenna detention...haha...
after dat....we were all sweaty and smelly...but still went to northpoint...
played maximum tune...im a fucking noob dere...lolx...still nid pple help me shift gear...
but i still won junmin!!!wahahah....i play myself 1 hor...dun play play...LOL>.<"""

anyway...im gonna stop dota for awhile...after olvls den play la...
but not sure i can stop the temptation or not...lolx...
but i kept my promise to karen...if i play dota den treat her sth...*i decide*
so i tink im goona gif her shit...but still...she want sth edible-.-""
i tod she was total blur cock...HAHAHA....

stress...life sucks...

*twisties*yummy!

2006-10-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

at least i noe now...
my heart is crying though...
sry....
thx too

2006-10-08T20:22:00.000+08:00

hopeless..dunno wad to do liao...
i going to repeat again...olvls in 1 month time...
and this kind of thing...so irritating man...-.-"
i done so many things...but to no avail...
no use at all...im dying....

.........wont u gif me a chance???

2006-10-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

hohoho...went out today..
help haowei to find his things...walk ard orchard...
den go marina square...wah...damn tired sia....but...
in the end we found wad he wants...
haha...thx god man...efforts din go to waste....

sian sian sian....
i really out of ideas le...really dunno wad to do liao....
ive taken so many steps....but u have not taken a step...
dere are some things or problems such dat...
u take a step...alot of it will be solved...
so y dun u try to do so???
mayb 1 more step...u may fall...or even fall to death....
but u may find some new thing...

is all these familiar???haha...adapted frm show...lolx....
but although its frm show...it comes frm my heart...
hope u will understand....

2006-10-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

ZONG QIU JIE KUAI LE!!!!
wahahaha....
went downstairs to play candles just not....
atmosphere not lyk last year arh...
but still not bad la..
lolx....i got bitten by ants on my leg...wth...
pple is mosquito...i got ants...argh!!
damn itchy la...

anyway....thx mt for the "suncake"wahaha...
its nice...
and haowei la...swing the paper bag ard....den dirtied my workshts in it...argH!!!
but came home...my mum helped me to clean it...haha..thx!!
not bad....at least got some fun dere....lolx...

dota tmr again!!...omg...when will it stop...
will pple stop askin me man!!...i will not be able to control it!!...wahahaha
^^V

2006-10-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

ahh!!!so long nver blog le....i so lazy to blog...haha....
tmr is mid autumn fest!!!!cant wait....tmr moon will be beautiful?
wahaha...im just so excited....
and tmr...we are going to NYP for joint admission exercise(JAE)
wth...my prelims results sucks lyk fuck...for wad go dere....
-.-"i can go die la...walao...i must must must do better for olvl....
dun wanna end up in ITE....if not u guys will see me jump down frm building....lolx...
JKJK!!!...wahahaha...
1 month time to olvl...stress arh....
i dun want be sec 4 now leh...i wanna be sec 3...at least have 1 more year...
but i dun wanna stay in this f up sch....only like to catch pple's hair nia...
but im kinda lucky these days...teacher all let me go...haha...

DOTA ROX!!!wahahahah....im still at it man!!!im going to die...addicted...
lolx....

If i decide that something is worth doing,then I'll put my heart and soul into it...
Whether I can succeed or not,that's another matter-but i will give everything I've got to make sure it succeeds.^^V

2006-09-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

went to play basketball just now...
wad the hell...play wif some paikia sore loser...
buay song use the shoulder bang me...asshole....
but orbi....ltr injured himself...wah...retribution...
i laughed...waHAHaha....but his bang on my chest really pain sia...
even now still quite pain...sian...
but who scare who...not like im the only 1 dere...haha...
my fren's a police somemore...u try gifing me 1 punch...LOL...

sian arh...dat new basketball court better be ready soon...
dun wish to go 850 anymore...pple dere are all bad influence....
even girls oso so lian....wad the...

off to dota again...^^

2006-09-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

hohoho....im addicted to dota!!!wahaHA
anyway....thx yong soon for treating me today...lolx....
its fun playing 5 on5 too...wahhaa....

so sian man...still hAve 2 more days of practical...
although dunnid to study much...but still nid to go sch...
hAiZ...amaths paper today....i thought i already failed...
so i dun intend to study...and i really did not study...lolx...
who noes...when i see the qns today...i feel dat if i studied...
it would be different case...hAiz...wasted....
nvm....work for olvl...must pass my amaths....

oh...and deres this 2 for $14.90 mooncakes...
its icecream mooncake....sold in swensen....
im so tempted to buy it....wahhahah....^^
dunno wad it would taste lyk leh...+.+
but im broke nowadays...lolx....
shall get dat bloody mooncake b4 mid autumn...LOL....
@.@

2006-09-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

sian...still have 1 more exam week to go...so tired...
tmr is emaths paper 2...geography...
i tink i can go die le....geography...i din noe a bit crap about it...
haha...so tmr after my emaths...i can slp dere le...cuz its geog....
haha...i guarantee...after exam...i will play till crazy...
den chiong my olvl...say "chiong"...but duno i can do it mah...
sound so easy yet so hard...haha....

.....
jolin the hse...dt in the hse~LOL

2006-09-10T23:28:00.000+08:00

hohoho...went to play basketball wif mt just now...
since i cant study anyway...might as well dun waste time infront of my com...
haha....exercise mah....its more qing song for me...
and since tmr is chinese only...dunnid much studying...

ahh....jay's song so nice!!!!

2006-09-10T15:32:00.000+08:00

stress stress stress...
wad am i stress at??-.-"
studies??others???i dunno....
sian sian sian...

anyway...thx eggy....
thx for yr story...
u got me scared actually....haiz....
but again...thx for sacrificing dat time...haha...
and yr voice recording really cute la...lol...

sian...
curse book...curse studies....

2006-09-06T23:47:00.000+08:00

the hell is nearing me...how how how...
its only a few days more b4 prelims man...
my brain is still blank...wtf...

went to hw's hse today.ask him to teach me amaths.wah....can die man.i dunno a thing about amaths now.my mind is a total white image.i duno even the easiest basic thing.kao...wad to do sia....i dunno why am i liddat...tink im too lazy...wahaha...all leave till now dan do...i guess just hAv to buck up my emaths and sciences 1st le....dots dots dots...

still the same old thing..i miss basketball...wahHAhHA=)

2006-09-06T00:27:00.000+08:00

wheeee!!!yay!!!!i found the song!!!!
i tink its an old song...
but i found it...lolx...
thx evon....

anyway....this holiday have been so sucky can...
i cant really study well...
nth goes into my mind.dunno wad am i doing actually.my brain have been tinking of sth sth sth else...this have to stop man..if not im going to fail my exams again.but how can i stop it sia...
this is so hard...i guess the word.."holiday" for me doesnt seems to be studying week for me.i still feel dat holiday is a period for us to relax...lolx...sian sian sian...

oh yeah...838 basketball court is finally doing the floor!!!cant wait for it to be ready...
and everyone will come down to play during the weekends!!!!
yesyesyes!!!so excited....

and i went to my cousin hse dat day...my relatives went dere too...
and dey all say me become fatter...lolx....dats wad i want man!!!!
WAHAHHA....finally...i guess seldom go play basketball does help...
but i still wanna play basketball man!!!just dat no time no play nowadays..sian...
and yan xiang and another baby...my cousin's son...lol..i 4got the name...
they are so cute man...play wif dem so fun....
and i get to watch "ai qing ling du C" last episode...i din get to watch it dat day.cuz i went out...
thx to ah hong jie jie!!!wahaha...so lucky dat she got subscribe to mobtv...dan i get to watch it...
=)

oh i miss sheena and princess sarah!!!!!WAHAHAHA....
will u guys and yr parents come bak soon....lolx...
and sarah....yr blog song is so nice...
i feel happy when i listen to it...wahhaa...
oh and i promise...when u guys come bak to singapore...ill bring u guys to play!!!my treat!!!xD
wahahaha....

tired...exhausted...no mood...i want a break...sian...
go to hell man "stress"...i have no need for u in my life...
shooo!!!!go away....good ones come...bad ones go away...(in hokkien)
wahahhaa..

2006-09-03T02:13:00.000+08:00

kao man....how the hell did i lost my spec sia...
gt scolded lyk hell....
man...u tink i want it meh???
i wear spec and dun wear lyk no diff de...
how can i notice sia...
sian....
now have to save up and buy a new 1...
argh!!!im so sway nowadays....
so many things hAppening...
just my luck man...
i just hope this luck doesnt bring to my prelims or olvl...

anyway....ive been playing dota...!!!!
LOL....addicted....at the wrong time...wahahha...
and my com is fucking laggy....how i wish can change a new 1....
stupid....

and i wanna play basketball!!!!
sian....nobody wanna play wif me-.-"
dots dots dots...

"dun care bout me!!!"wahahhaha....

bak to rot again!!cya...

2006-08-31T21:56:00.000+08:00

wad can i do to help??
dun wanna see u guys liddat leh...
sian...

well....these 2 day keep going to play dota wif frens...
wth...i spent alot of money le la....
damn....dunno wad to do during this 1 week holiday....
nvm...think on the bright side...
since i have no money...i can study at home dan....
no reason to go out...lolx....
but will i really study???haha...

gosh gosh....i wanna watch alot of movies la....
damn....the tickets are so "cheap" la...
who will go wif me....wth....

dots dots dots....

2006-08-29T00:37:00.000+08:00

"THE GAME= they say a person either has what it takes to play or they don't. There comes a moment when... its more than just a game. And you either take that step forward, or turn around and walk away. I could quit, But here's the thing. I LOVE PLAYING THE FIELD".

2006-08-26T15:08:00.000+08:00

yoyo!!!i haven been blogging for a few days...haha
was too lazy...anyway...i went to watch click wif my frens on thursday...
great man...dat show was damn nice....
damn funny....damn touching la...
i wanna watch it again!!!!!!!!
and deres still alot of movies i wanna watch too...
sian...
i guess just have to wait for prelims to be over...
wahhaa...
english prelims is starting on 30 aug!!
man...time is running so short...
it will just means olvl is coming to us faster and faster...
so excited...

GOGOGO!!!!!!!

2006-08-20T15:39:00.000+08:00

went to hAve lunch and cut my hAir at ec hse...
WALAO EH!!!!i swear i nver ever go dere again la....
kaoz...stupid hairdresser...act till so pro...
den cut my hair lyk shit....fuck...
i dun wanna to go sch liao la...
i dun wanna go out too le la
if my hair still kanna catch my teacher...
ill just scold dem...dun gif a damn liao...
but i dun tink will kanna caught liao...its so damn short le...
wth....pls...let a miracle happen....let my hair grow bak in 3 days...
-.-"

2006-08-19T01:39:00.000+08:00

its 1.37am now...
and im still here blogging...
its just so sucks...
everything was a pile of shit...
everything was crap...

it hurt my plastic heart,im really very down...:(
i recieve dat "damn quote" twice...
i recieve it TWICE in a yr!!!..wtf....
am i really the big bad wolf??
i dun wanna be a big bad wolf...
it somewhat hurt me...but i shall be strong...
nth will shake me....

freaks!!!!!!!!!!

wei le ai..she me dou zhi de qu zuo...

2006-08-14T00:34:00.000+08:00

ahhh...have been so lazy to blog nowadays...
well...i've watch 3 days of fireworks...
all diff kind and style...but its all so beautiful!!!
ha..pple tink im siao....keep going to watch....
but its really so beautiful man...
below are some of the pictures............

aaaaahhhhhhh....deres alot more pictures actually...
but blogger sucks...dunno why upload a few den cannot le...
nvm...yi si yi si jiu hao...lolx...
anyway...i took videos too...ahh...it was damn nice la...
wish to watch it again next year.....

anyway...we got back our mt results for olvls during friday....
so sad man...i got a B3 and distinction for oral...
wth...no A...my sch is even pathetic man....
dun have A1....total only got 3 A2...
wth....i tink most pple are retaking...
hey peeps...dun take it too hard man...
i noe some pple are not quite satisfy wif their results...
but...just do better during the test retaking...!!!!
wish of of you gd luck!!!!!....

and on the same day...i had my english oral...
pui!!!!i just hope i dun fail la...
im just not very fluence wif my english...
argh!!!...
and and and...the picture is damn sucks ok...
two stupid foreigner carrying lugguages...
HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO NOE WAD ARE DEY DOING??!?!?!
argh!!!!...
4get it...its over....
all i have to do now is wait for my result and work hard for the coming prelims 1st...
haiz...

and im having a bad headache...
dunno why...its so sucks....
bla..im going to sleep le...@.@

2006-08-09T01:28:00.000+08:00

ahhh!!!long time nver blog le...
so much things happened...
so now i shall talk about it...
1stly...its the art fest by our school on 7 aug!!!
actually i 4gotten wad happened b4 7aug..haha...anyway...
its held at the art house(old parliament house)..
cool huh...the performance was ok....
but i lyk the singing part and teachers performing...
nice nice....
out of ten..ill gif an seven....
haha...but wad u expect...its lyk our sch 1st time performing in such places
overall...its a ncie performance..and gd experience for everyone!!...

and on 8 aug...i went out wif my frens to watch FIREWORKS!!!!
it was damn nice la!!!!i took a few pictures...
but mostly is video...cuz photo cant move...lolx...
but those photos i taken oso not very nice...
not better dan those i taken last time...
1stly...the place we stand at is too crowded...
2ndly...im not tall enuff..-.-""crap....
ya...so...pictures were not very nice....
but everyone was cheering so loudly...
wahhaha..so fun!!!!
cuz its NATIONAL DAY!!!!!!......
ahh...how i wish u were wif me to watch it...
its so beautiful...
well....anyway....after dat we went to lau pa sat market to eat...
ate quite alot of things....and its already 12 plus...
lolx...we were lyk crazy....
totally 4gotten bout the 11pm curfew....
all heck care and continue eating...
in the end...all take cab home...lolx...
spent some money...
but i tink ok la...oso not everytime....
since its national day...every1 happy can le lor...haha....
when i reach home....its already 1pm....
i broke my records...lolx...
nvm...take it as a day to relax frm stress in sch...lolx....

and i wanna say HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!=)

2006-08-03T22:36:00.000+08:00

arghh!!!
really stress arh....
i have so many things to do...
but y does it seems dat im so free everytime...
dot dot dot...
i just feel very lethargic everyday....

terrible~can u pls dun do dat to me???

2006-08-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

im so sway nowadays...its really damn sway...
must be those teachers dat cursed me sway dat time...
dats y im lyk this...its really came true...
i shan't say why....
haizz....so sian....

i felt so lost..so lonely...
i dun wanna have these feelings...

2006-08-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

thx QT....
i trying to smile more la....
to be exact....im laughing lyk mad actually...
haha....cuz i dun wan to hav a sulking face evryday...
dat way...life will not be filled wif different colours...

ahhh!!!if qt score dat mark??wad will be mine???
i cant imagine sia....wth....

sch hours is really damn long sia....
i really cant stand it...
im just not some damn bloody machines or wad...
im just a human...and just some human dat is me...
not lyk others...i really cant be lyk some pple...
study whole day...
dat way...i will really going to kill myself...
really really hope sch will shorten the time table...
everyday ard 4pm and end sch...wth....

i dun wanna bluff u...just felt very bad...
just want u to be happy...

i just cant absorb anything into my mind after 1pm...
really dun hAve the stamina lyk some pple in our class...
i really take my hat off to dem....dey are lyk superman and superwomen...

i just hope to see u everyday~

i wanna hear you~can i???

let us cheer for a better tmr!!!!!!

2006-07-30T18:17:00.000+08:00

i felt i just died today...
well...its ok..i understand...
ill wait...

im really glad u like dat thing...
anyway...thx clare and sheena!!!i luv u guys...!!!
and those who played soccer with me during afternoon!!...
thx!!!i felt much much better....

ill work harder!!!~

beautiful love
-Tanya Chua

2006-07-29T14:18:00.000+08:00

damn bored....i kanna pang seh today....lolx....
my frens all got business....
my mum went to my aunt hse...
im all alone now...
somemore keep raining...
when rain....alot of activities is restricted...
hAiz....wth....no basketball....no going out...
and i still dun wanna study....dotz dotz dotz....
its 2pm now....and its seems aready like night...
cuz its all dark....the sky is very moody...
sian....

how am i suppose to go about doing it??

2006-07-27T21:26:00.000+08:00

at a lost now....wad should i do??

~nan ren liu xue bu liu lei~
~must carry on~