Monday, November 17, 2008
/ 10:24 PM
my life have been so irritating and complicated...which im so lazy to blog about...in short...its a mess...i dun even know how to manage now...
everything in life is so fucked up now...
i want to know..is everything to be happened is pre-arranged when u are born...i dunno...no one will know the answer...its base on yr own believes...
its not fair...friends are suppose to support one another...but how come i dun even know how to approach my friends??i dunno how to confide...its seriously ridiculous...having friends like having no friends...its my fault...not the friends' fault...im having something in my heart which repels everyone now...
going overseas for 7weeks...i will have to learn to be independant...everything will be by myself...somehow im a guy...i will need to learn...i cannot rely on anyone....until this stage...i cannot rely on others anymore....everything will have to be on my own...but whats holding me back???you or my interest???im really in a dillema....when can i pass this ordeal???zzz....i know life should have a mixtures of ups and downs so that it will be interesting...isnt that a cliche phrase??but i've been having downs and downs and downs!...nothing which i presume are ups!!zzzz....wtf!!!
i really dunno what to say...
everything in life is so fucked up now...
i want to know..is everything to be happened is pre-arranged when u are born...i dunno...no one will know the answer...its base on yr own believes...
its not fair...friends are suppose to support one another...but how come i dun even know how to approach my friends??i dunno how to confide...its seriously ridiculous...having friends like having no friends...its my fault...not the friends' fault...im having something in my heart which repels everyone now...
going overseas for 7weeks...i will have to learn to be independant...everything will be by myself...somehow im a guy...i will need to learn...i cannot rely on anyone....until this stage...i cannot rely on others anymore....everything will have to be on my own...but whats holding me back???you or my interest???im really in a dillema....when can i pass this ordeal???zzz....i know life should have a mixtures of ups and downs so that it will be interesting...isnt that a cliche phrase??but i've been having downs and downs and downs!...nothing which i presume are ups!!zzzz....wtf!!!
i really dunno what to say...
