/ 1:22 AM

haiz...sian day...today is the selection for sports club team...pity i din get in...sian...that only shows that im still not good enough...i need to train more...well...1 of the reasons is there are too many people from year3...since its their last year...all of dem were chosen...zzzz

*the scene* when the player name was announced...somehow i got the flashback from during my secondary 2 school days...it was around 90% same situation...and its the same thing i got "eliminated"...haha...i thought to myself...why do i always must wait for the second chance to get into wadever team...like i only get into my sec sch's team when i was in sec4...zzzzzzz.....that feeling really suck....when i heard dat my name was called that i was eliminated....somehow in some way....i felt something....an analogy to describe it.."a man that has lost his career and his precious wife left him"....kinda funny....the only difference is no woman left me...HAHAHA....


i was hoping since it nearing to my birthday...i might get some luck....and i did...some bad luck though....zzzzzzz.....couldnt get into the team this year is my worst present for birthday....zzzzzz.....i guess i really need to work harder........


basketball still rocks~

/ 1:22 AM

haiz...sian day...today is the selection for sports club team...pity i din get in...sian...that only shows that im still not good enough...i need to train more...well...1 of the reasons is there are too many people from year3...since its their last year...all of dem were chosen...zzzz

*the scene* when the player name was announced...somehow i got the flashback from during my secondary 2 school days...it was around 90% same situation...and its the same thing i got "eliminated"...haha...i thought to myself...why do i always must wait for the second chance to get into wadever team...like i only get into my sec sch's team when i was in sec4...zzzzzzz.....that feeling really suck....when i heard dat my name was called that i was eliminated....somehow in some way....i felt something....an analogy to describe it.."a man that has lost his career and his precious wife left him"....kinda funny....the only difference is no woman left me...HAHAHA....


i was hoping since it nearing to my birthday...i might get some luck....and i did...some bad luck though....zzzzzzz.....couldnt get into the team this year is my worst present for birthday....zzzzzz.....i guess i really need to work harder........


basketball still rocks~