today is so boring...mid autumn fest..but its like so quiet...partly because the park behind my house is on construction...mayb dats 1 of the reason...but...it still feels very weird...not like last year or wadever...seems lack of sth...but this year is still the same...only me hw and ty...we 3 gays...uhh...correction...mayb im the only gay...haha...and we just played for awhile and sat down to talk..."men's talk"..hehe...its just not as fun as last time...mayb because we are of different age now???zzzz....wadever...pple should feel young at all times....but its just sian....
and den we went to opp to eat...however only ty ate...its really weird i got no appetite to have anything...zzzzz....it just a boring day....
anyway...today is also the second day of my poly sem2 life...so far so gd...its also the 1st lesson of GEM class...im quite looking forward to this module class because this module is different from any other module from my course...as other modules are more focused on the academic side...this GEM appears to be a more fun and relax module for me to learn things about life....as said in the course name...life relationship in life journey....basically..it talks about relationship among pple...even during the 1st lesson..i learnt quite a number of things...its really fun...the lecturer says dat relationship is just like the basic needs of human...for eg..water food oxygen etc...it makes a difference in our life...with a gd relationship,we can even climb up the Mt.everest..however with a bad relationship...pple may ended in suicidal etc....it makes drastic changes to our life....and he also talks about how pple in prisons have the motivation to continue their life when they are devoid of all connection from the outside world...wad they do is keep demself a partner...partner captured in prison..haha...such as beetle, cockroach, ants and others la...they make communications to these partners for relationship...aww...actually i feel dat its quite sad la...
we also came up wif qns we wanted to know in a relationship...and he patiently answered all of dem...his answers are rather chim...haha...but it really do helps...ahhh i wish i can type all of wad he said here...but its really too long...hahaha...too bad this lesson is only once a week...aiya...should have scheduled more of gem classes...WAHAHAH....
sian arh....
am i too late??why am i like this????if time is reversed...will it be better????i wish i can tell u wads in my heart...